I might have said, in the past, that I would clean up my potty mouth and try not to cuss so much. But I sometimes find it to be cathartic; it helps me blow off some steam. And really, a colorful sentence enhancer seems to get my point across, and if nothing else, it helps me feel heard. But I bet a few of those near and dear to me wish they couldn't quite hear me so loudly. Cross stitchin' instead of bitchin' is a good idea, I think.
A lot of times I struggle with feeling positive and loving and uplifting and all that crap. Instead I feel a little stifled, irritated, moody, and dissatisfied. I have people and things in my life I love and can count on, and many blessings, for sure. So, I just have to assume this is normal and possibly leftover from this Spring, and it will pass. I think when the season changes and the holidays get closer, I will have a lot to focus on and maybe that will occupy my thoughts in a more positive way. At least that's what I going with.
****You know, I wrote this post a couple weeks ago. Things are getting better - they are. I'm trying to move my mental energy in a more positive direction. Stay tuned.****
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