I didn't make a whole lot of New Year's resolutions this year, but I am resolved to do some things differently. Speaking my mind on this blog will always happen. I don't have any room for regret on doing that. This is my space to journal and I feel like I should be able to speak freely. However, there are a few things I thought I would aim to improve in my daily life, and in moving forward.
I want to get Rustown projects done - the backyard landscaping, the deck removal, painting all of the ceilings, and replacing the bathroom floors.
I intend to get my nails back to healthy. Healthy skin and hair would be awesome, too.
A vacation this summer is in order.
I intend to move off of the weekend shift and work hours that accommodate time off with Mark.
The boys are going to get pushed closer to the edge of the nest....shove!
Simplifying the stuff we own - a must.
I've started on a few of these things already, so I feel like I have moved out of the resolution phase into the action phase. I'm also trying reeelly reeelly hard not to vent so much about work to my co-workers. I'm sure they understand, but it would be hard for them to only hear the negatives come out of my mouth. So, I am trying to make an effort to narrow down who I chat with and how often I lapse into ranting. Very hard to do. What I say to myself for redirection is somewhere along the lines of "focus on self-improvement and health". This helps me understand, at least on a conscious level, that I can choose to refocus on what I want for myself, not what others who don't have my best interests at heart see fit for me.
I guess if resolutions were easy we wouldn't have to make them. We could just decide we wanted something for ourselves and strive to make it so, on the daily, without giving in or giving up. So, I know these things won't be easy, but are they do-able? I think so.