There have been months on end where I have coccooned myself in my home.
Or at Chloe's apartment with doggo on my lap.
It only happens on weekends, but I think it is caused in part by me having such a boring life during the week. I place too much emphasis on weekends, then I lose my focus once the weekend gets here. And I'm busy, just not busy having fun.
So I decided to switch things up.
I joined two groups on Meetup - one for ladies who like to drink beer and another that is a book club. Not all of the activities happen on the weekend, so I still have time to make my own plans for going and doing by myself for two whole days. But this is a start.
Meet new people, have conversations, maybe a laugh or two. Breathe.
It feels challenging, which tells me I probably let this go too long.
But I have to start somewhere.