I've been doing a lot of thinking lately about what I want the future to look like. And I think I have decided that I first have to start with changing up my present state. So, changing up life is my focus for "Happy Things For May".
but also:
*The house is finished being repaired and painted and looks great. Home projects for May are not as time-consuming or costly and include cleaning the A/C coils, refinishing my headlamps, doing a bit more garage organizing (kids' stuff), and selling the cameras.
*My sister and I are on speaking terms, outside of the topic of Mother and are trying to lend each other grief support. I am going to keep this very surface level, for now.
*Grayson has a new job and seems to enjoy it. He is paying for his auto insurance and his phone bill. It seems like he is drinking less - at least I hope so. I choose not to worry about him as much.
My plan is keep this calm momentum into June!
I had to smile. My sister and I are on speaking terms outside of the subject of politics. :)
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