Is it even fair to be mad at someone after they die? I'm pretty mad at Mark. Well, not just Mark, but mainly.
I feel like he's listening, somehow
Why didn't you go to the doctor like you said you would?
Why did you not show me how to do things at Highlands?
Why did you let projects at Rustown go undone?
The kids - all could have used your help and guidance a little longer.
Chloe moved here to be closer to all of us.
Dylan and Michelle were making wedding plans.
Gray was struggling with college life in a pandemic.
Spencer could have learned more from you.
To be fair, its not just you I'm mad at. I am a strong person and I know I will eventually walk out into sunshine. But it will never again be with you, and that makes me the maddest of all. You were supposed to be here with me long enough for us to travel and enjoy our time together.
I lost love, companionship, income, and future plans. I'm hoping this stage of grief will not last forever, because I love and miss you and don't want to be mad at you.
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