Does it count as a nightmare if you waken feeling stressed out?
I'm in a college lecture hall - its huge. There's a girl standing next to me that gather up her things ready to leave at the end of the class. The prof sees her and they have a conversation from across the room about where the girl is headed to next - almost like she has to justify leaving. I cannot see the prof, because the seats are so low to the ground. I think, well I need to be going, too, I have to pick up my kids. I'm gathering my things up and I notice that around the room there are groups of people doing various things. Class is over, why aren't they leaving? One group is singing a capella as they stare at the ceiling. Another group is working on something that looks very complicated, like math or engineering. What class is this, I wonder? No one questions me, so I leave the building thinking that I will have to review my notes and get organized later. I have to pass this class! I leave the building, which is huge, and set off to find my car. As I walk out, I think to myself how beautiful it is outside - all golden, must be Fall. I know I am getting lost - I am traveling through landscapes I don't remember. There are so many other students around. I finally stop to rest, under some sort of a bower. A person stops with me, to ask if she can help. She is a professor there. I explain which building I came from, dig through my purse to find information, show her a picture of the faculty, but I am unsure exactly which one is my prof, and all of them look disheveled in the photo, so that's all she notices. It turns out, she cannot help me find my way back to my car, doesn't know exactly which building I was in. "Its a big place" she shrugs. I say "I have to go, I've got to pick up my kids" and I start trying to gather up all of my stuff again. What a mess, I think. How am I going to find my car? I guess I will have to retrace my steps. The dream ends.
{is this a dream about retirement?}
Dreams literally play with our minds. Trying not to figure out any meaning maybe is just a way our brains stay exercised? I could see your dream, the complex subjects, little groups, someone being told they can't leave yet, does seem a bit like the transition to retirement.
ReplyDeleteI think it is somehow related to aging. Am I in the "Fall" of life? Forgetting things? My goodness, the shoving of things into my small and messy purse - like a metaphor for life! Deciding what to do about Medicare and retirement is like the hardest math problem ever.
DeleteCould be. Definitely still feel responsible for your kids
ReplyDeleteThan again, did you watch something on TV before you fell asleep?
I never watch TV. However, I do seem to fret about the future, and definitely about my "kids", who probably won't be helpful in me finding my way.
DeleteInteresting dream! There is a lot to learn in the process leading up to retirement, so class makes sense. And the groups singing and doing math/engineering could be others who you think might be more relaxed and/or better prepared than you are. But the professor who stops to help and couldn't was kind of amusing...even people who should know the campus and staff don't have a clue. ???
ReplyDeleteI think it reflects a general feeling of mine that no one has the answers, no matter who they are. People mean well, but ultimately, you have to figure out life on your own. Its interesting to me that in the dream I ended the interaction with her and pressed on.
DeleteMaybe it is! What a vivid dreams. I've had dreams about being lost at schools but just not finding my class room.
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