This dream was probably a compilation of things on my mind: me staying at the hospital for the ice storm, speaking to a friend about the limited amount of contact I have had from my kids, and thinking about my home and future living arrangements.
my home away from home, the call room
I slowly realize that I am in a new home/apartment sitting across from where I see two small beige caterpillars making their way zig zag across the wall. They start growing - start to look like slugs. Gradually they turn into some kind of slimy lizard that is pulsing a glowing blue, and leaving streaks of blue and green slime across the walls. I get the sense that my children are here with me - much younger. An apartment maintenance crew? exterminators? come to deal with the issue and while they are there they notice other animals in the house, including a cat with sharp fangs. They catch it and sedate it and we (the kids are crowded around now) notice that it is a baby lion. It had been in one of the boys' rooms and they knew about it. (my sense was that it was Grayson's) I look over off to my left and notice I am in the entry to a linoleum-floored kitchen that has all kinds of unusual devices on the counters and looks both futuristic and outdated. I don't know how to use the items or even what they do. One of the kids comes in and attempts to answer my questions (Dylan?). I think to myself "why didn't I come home sooner and get a handle on this situation?" I got the sense that they had moved in a while back, without me. But Chloe and Spencer did not appear outright, and I knew Mark wasn't there.
And that's where the dream ends.


It's crazy what pops into our heads when we're asleep isn't it? Always jumbled up, too. It's great that you can recall them so vividly.
ReplyDeleteI can usually figure out how they reflect what's going on in life - this one is timely!
DeleteIsn't it amazing what story a person's brain can concoct while sleeping?
ReplyDeleteFor me, it helps bring solutions forward, as well.
DeleteHmm, are there still things in your life that scare you and need to be exterminated?
ReplyDeleteDo your kids read your blog? I don't believe mine do unless I post a link on FB which I rarely do.
Saw your comment on my page. Retirement is a great time to get in the habit of being with your church family. Matter of fact, in might help now since you had a great experience Christmas Eve. A church family is great support, plus you find that helping them is great for your own spirit.
I think there are many unresolved things that weigh on my mind...my empty nest and growing older among them. A church family search will commence upon retirement. Right now I am firmly planted in a weekend work schedule.
DeleteEn los sueños puede ocurrir cualquier cosa, y eso me maravilla, aunque de vez en cuando se tengan pesadillas. ¡Solo fue un sueño!
ReplyDeleteUn abrazo, Gina.
Tienes la puerta abierta a mi espacio también.
Feliz día
Gracias a Dios fue solo un sueño, pero es un reflejo de la vida. Se sintió como una pesadilla...
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