I'm sitting here at my computer this morning, well past the time I would have normally been clocked at work {worst day to call in as it also punishes my co-workers}, trying to regain some calm state of mind and figure out what to do. If its true that troubles come in three's, I must be the luckiest person I know. Or maybe I'm just having the hardest year ever, although I have to tell you, 1980 was no walk in the park. In the last few weeks/days I have had:
*issues with my house
*issues with my car
*issues with my job
*issues with my knee
*issues with my mental health
*financial issues
And by issues, I mean things that stop me in my tracks to the point that I cannot rationally think about what to do as a next step. I am leaning too hard on my friends and my daughter, and I know it. But I haven't had a block of time that I was not in some sort of fog to be able to find a clear path. And I so badly want to move forward.
On top of all of it is the grief. Always the grief.
I would forgo the tequila in the list above - I swear I'm not being greedy.
I'm so sorry to hear this Gina. Sending some virtual hugs your way and if you another person to lean on, feel free to hit me up. I hope Santa brings you that break.
ReplyDeleteI think the holidays make everything seem 'bigger' and makes us a bit melancholy at the same time. Take one thing at a time - not everything at once! You can do it - keep a positive attitude and accept help wherever you can - you will get a "break" - then at that point, take a shot of tequila!! Happy Holidays
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